dream journal

149. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.30.57 PM GAP* (May 17, 2016)
I’m in a fresh loft-style apartment in Iceland, a bunch of instruments like an electrical guitar and amp, pedals and others are being delivered!  I make loops and they’re awesome.
133. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.04.22 PM GAP* (May 1, 2016)
Adi telepathically communicates to J and I that we must go to Mt. Shasta to visit him in 10 days; he helps me throw out old frozen meat from the freezer in the basement.
132. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.20.53 PM GAP* (April 30, 2016)
Mom, me and DM are cuddling and basking in woman-hood, I tell her that Dad’s macho ways are why I was promiscuous when I was young, she says I can forgive myself and let go now.
109. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.30.57 PM GAP* (April 7, 2016)  //   Screen Shot 2016-05-02 at 12.48.27 AM  Aries
M and I lying on top of each other facing the ceiling, our bodies merged into one.  F and I are in a tall building making orgonite, I ate one.
105. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.54.32 PM (April 3, 2016)
Sleep paralysis, I see J’s lost cat Screech lying beside me in my bed.  Mom loves George more and can’t see my goodness, I’m angry and yell but she doesn’t hear me.  I put a small glass dildo on my dad and laugh.
104. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 10.46.19 PM  (April 2, 2016)
Galactic Federation visits, many beings of blue, beige skin with animal faces remind me of my Andromeda Lyran Plaiedian DNA.  A senetor gives me 3 trillion dollars to progress with my humanitarian efforts.  All is taken care of dear one, do not fret.  Relax, rest, cleanse, clear, be free.
100. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.18.10 PM (March 29, 2016)
J and I encountered some lions we had to subdue for some reason, we did rather easily.  The idea of killing a majestic animal made me really uncomfortable, but maybe symbolically will overcome what feels like big and powerful beast with ease.
98. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.52.16 PM (March 27, 2016)
J and I are leaders of a community of people, the work we’d done in ascension and frequency raising holds the tribe vibe high.
95. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 11.00.26 PM  (March 24, 2016)
O came to visit, we went dumpster diving in a beautiful misty spring-weather white place where all the food was in white boxes.  I’m helping children who are actually hurting adults, whose inner child is stuck in abused states.  A woman wants to build a herb jungle garden but also a rock climbing wall, so I helped her envision both in one. //  I’m helping a lady embrace her galactic heritage, she says she spent a lifetime cultivating Qi so she still has that power now.  I’m in a stadium full of people wearing red holographic glasses signifying asleep, I’m writing a new spiritual, evolved curriculum for the school system and invented a foot warmer pump.
94. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.37.37 PM (March 23, 2016)  //   Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.29.23 PM Libra
I’m patiently explaining something to J. //  A beautiful blonde woman when asked her mayan sign she both gestured that we were the same sign and said that she is ‘jaguar’.
88. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.22.03 PM GAP* ( March 17, 2016)
I’m DJing and all the dense asleep people on the dancefloor woke up when I dropped an ascension track.
85. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.54.32 PM (March 14, 2016)
Drugged and burnt at the stake alongside a few other women in a medieval castle prison compound, didn’t die! Body in blisters.  Not allowed in certain places in the compound, saw F with whom in a different dream later made Orgonite crystals.  Woke up next to an angel gently rubbing my belly.
81. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.48.08 PM (March 10, 2016)
Shungite temple and figurines
80. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.18.10 PM (March 9, 2016)  //   Screen Shot 2016-05-02 at 12.48.27 AM  Pisces
“Advanced Ascension Spiritual Healing Learning Centres”
75. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 11.00.26 PM (March 4, 2016)
I’m holding a book in it the ancient secrets of Siddhi Merkaba secrets ~ I’m trying to find a room in my parents’ house to read it but every lamp is broken and a ghost is following me around ~ my brother is sound asleep in my parents bed.
68. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.22.03 PM (Febrauary 25, 2016)
I’m flying around with a felt wand of sparkles and fairy dust, winks and love abound ~ for the first time D was seeing and accepting and inspired by this aspect of me.
65. Screen Shot 2016-05-02 at 12.29.20 AM (February 24, 2016)  //   Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.29.23 PM Virgo
“Carbon Releasing Dreams” :: I’m in a mall with M, being sassy in a heart-blockage sort of way, directive, cunning, though I was solving problems – another layer of consciousness aware of the body experiencing hives and basking in release;
64. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 10.46.19 PM GAP* (February 21, 2016)
Mom wants to change house, my house plants grow massive! I follow my mom to 114 Issaie Lane in my subdivision to a massive full house – there are so many people here!  At first I judge them as low vibration, then I learn to accept and love and shift perspectives.  The basement a yoga class happening, my mom a superstar in flexibility.  I want to bring drones, sound healing and organization to help the place prosper.
63. Screen Shot 2016-05-02 at 12.13.10 AM (February 20, 2016)
My dad and I are on a drive together through some beautiful forested side roads, talking about money, we saw a giant tall buddhist statue.  J appears in his place and we go to investigate, the statue is now a Hanuman totem ~ we end up at an amusement park zoo, taking a yoga class in a classroom with an insane lady doing illusion tricks; some wild boars attack the window, we laugh and go outside, the boar bites my leg but there’s no pain and I don’t react in fear, I kick the boar off with ease.  We laugh so hard and so much as we return to the car – I looked into his eyes and love poured.
58. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.52.16 PM (February 15, 2016)
I’m at a renegade performance warehouse, a woman sings and her authenticity and brilliance brings out my subconscious shadow side – she says she’s walked the path of mastery, like me, and that I’m so close.  I thought she is J’s sister. J tells me that he’s my twinflame, that he loves my eyes and freckles.
48. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.22.03 PM (February 5, 2016)
“Claircognizance” //  A man sketchy somehow ends up at my house, he drugs me without me knowing and I wake up with him net to me in my old room touching my genitals.  I play along until I get a chance to leave the room, cooly directed someone to call the police.  A few old women were on my side distracting him until the cops arrive.  I go downstairs, my parents ignore me and are on their way out, I am angry – “he drugged me! didn’t you know? Am I just this dirty kind of person to you?!” My dad approaches me with disapproval, grabs me by the collar and punches me in the face. I pass out.
42. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.50.35 PM (January 30, 2016)
I’m studying ascension, R tells me about how ascension is an uprade of water in the body.  I’m an imperial doctor and make medicine from big leafs for someone important.
41. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.48.08 PM (Janaury 29, 2016)
Alternate reality high school graduation (in waking life I never graduated) assembly preparing on the roof-top about lightwork and ascension.  Woke up with phrase repeating: I am a being of infinite possibilities, I am a being of new beginnings…
39. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 11.07.22 PM.png (January 27, 2016)
I’m a starseed from Andromeda. R.C and J came over, R sitting on my bed she said that she’s sad, I tried to help her but she says I’m not doing it right.  We found out that J died.  I bought a fish for my room but what I wanted was a turtle.  I realize that I’m a scientist, that the future brings cooler scientific discoveries, I study silicon-based life-forms.  After some years of waking up to my galactic heritage, I’m to become a scientist – I’m shown my ability to sustain long hours of focussed attention necessary for research and study.
38. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.52.16 PM (January 26, 2016)
I’m giving a disgusting and deformed old witchy woman energy healing, her legs were rotting, something in her energy field gave me a splitting pain in my head – P bursts in the room to protect me, grabs my hand and screams: “whats wrong with you? get away from her!” I’m dazed, we exist and are in my parents house during a celebration – I bring my brother downstairs to complete his reiki attunement, a qigong master was there, he was impressed.  We put on shoes and go for a walk.
35. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 11.00.26 PM.png (January 23, 2016)
My true desires are the rainforest in the abundance of life, by the ocean.  To connect to self and to nature, and to guide others in connecting their soul with their bodies, their own piece of nature, its natural healing capabilities,
34. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.37.37 PM (Janaury 22, 2016)
We are doing extremely well in integrating our mastery and are watched over, protected and revered.  J is driving, we are on a crazy car ride going mega speed rushing to the apple store to purchase a synthesizer – a hip hop track played to be produced.
33. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.04.22 PM (January 21, 2016)
In house similar to previous home, M and I were sleeping when some people were angrily trying to get in and harm us.  We escape through the window and run down a beautiful meadow into town where a family hid us under their floorboard.
26. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 10.51.13 PM (January 14, 2016)
Adventurous hang at some hotel conference hall eating lots of food like pumpkin seeds; went into town with friends I didn’t know and saw planes and amusement park rides in the sky.  Began to eat pumpkin seeds as supplement to remove intestinal worms and internal cleansing process.
25. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.54.32 PM (January 13, 2016)
I am looking for my twinflame.  Reunited with an old friend, J.
24. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 10.46.19 PM (January 12. 2016)
“Grow your company, I’m stoked on it, you’ll be very successful.”
I’m in a Jungle with beautiful water, seeking a soccerfield for G, who appears to be getting a full-body macho tattoo that I was vehemently against.
22. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.50.35 PM GAP* (January 10, 2016)
I am a floating observer in the house of a psytrance DJ I once knew, I felt like I’ve had this dream before – it was in the house of a psytrance DJ I once knew, only the protagonist could see me, it was a man deeply in love with a polyamourous fat woman who was off playing.  He only has her in his heart and is worried.  I duplicate my heart and give him one.  In the end of the dream she returns and is ecstatic to see him! // Afternoon napIn the dream I’m taking a nap next to P, within the dream I dreamt of being sad that we weren’t allowed to be together.  Upon waking, past students of mine show up and give me hugs, their parents smile gleefully at me.  I recognize that in the body of P is actually C, as they recently traded bodies; she gave me a pair of ballerina shoes, they don’t fit.  C within P’s body tells me recently P moved to Lemeriel street to be with himself to heal. I ask for the address and am happy that I will be able to see him.
20. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.18.10 PM (January 8, 2016)
I visit an older woman who is the elder of a spiritual community ~ when I approach her, my heart is overwhelmed with pangs of pain!  I thought I was using my body as a vessl to transmute pain in the world, but it didn’t make sense since the woman must be more clear than me, as she was a Shaman.  I held a jar of jellyfish & flies, I picked up a jellyfish, it was bright sparkly blue and pink.  This dream later became significant during a meditation when a feminine presence who I recognized as my Grandmother made herself known and performed a heart-healing, extracting traumas and parasitic energies that had clung onto me.
10. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.35.54 PM (December 29, 2015)
I’m in a school with G, we are sitting together.  We go to the bathroom because we have to poop.  The teacher rang a bell and we return to class to read line of a play.  G turns to me with glistening eyes and says, “sitting beside each other is the greatest union.” ~ A grand heart connection.
9. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.30.57 PM (December 28, 2015)
M and I both start working for a wealthy family to practice verbalizing Truth in an acceptable manner in the moment to overtime gain their trust and confidence to bring them light and for future collaborations. G was with me on the adventures, performing tasks for the family.
8. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.22.03 PM (December 27, 2015)
I’m finally isolated in a small town in Ontario with my family as Spirit guided, embarked on a reality-switch entering a period of cave-time or cacooning.  Christmas was an especially pivitol point in my spiritual life bringing much clarity on the event that was a moulting into full-on ascension and mastery path.  My 11 year old brother G and I are super excited about channeling and attempt it.
254. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.37.37 PM (December 13, 2015)
The dream begins from the place I had just left in waking life, P says we will do some dream analysis and guides me to a house in the dream. I’m left with this man who offered me a giant knife to cut up a piece of meat on the counter in the shape of a human.  I ask him what the significance is and realize he’s going to kill me painfully as part of a ritual.  I run out the door and is blocked at the stairs by a man with black thumbtacks in the shape of an upside down pentagram on his forehead screaming “Baphomet!”  Somehow I get out and I’m on the street and one of the people from the house spots me and comes for me.  I cry for help but nobody noticed.  Finally some women emerged from a nearby bowling alley and I entered the room with them.  I began to explain the situation to them, they surround me in support. A man I knew appeared in the room with us, at first he is friendly, but then grew dark and angry saying I only tempted him with sex for years.  The man earlier enters the room and beats me on the head with a crow bar, everything goes light, I thought I was about to die but I didn’t, returning to consciousness missing lower teeth, wanting to smoke a cigarette.
208. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.22.03 PM (October 28, 2015)
Specifics unrecorded ~ dreams lately have been vivid, long, adventurous and full of action.  In waking life I was experiencing difficulty in separating from matrix-default-human-life to truly aligning with my divine nature.  Having many dreams about how my surrounding environment was not of vibrational match for me but didn’t have the experiential insight to trust myself enough to make a significant change.
138. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.52.16 PM GAP* (August 19, 2015) ~ Mystic Column
J, P, D and I are hanging out, D’s asleep and a naked young girl is rolling around on his body, somehow representing a sex slave, he’s kind to her and says they can have “love sex” if she wanted.  P has to take a walk so he takes the top off a wooden pyramind, it turns on like a radio, he’s dressed like a space monk.
120. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.18.10 PM (August 1, 2015)
I got a new job clearning poop in a mansion.  In the sky I see the symbols of Yellow Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.20.53 PM Human and Red Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.30.57 PM Moon and for some reason I thought this meant I was to be sent to the guillotine.  I’m actually working at a jewish sex party mansion and totally excited by it.
114. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.37.37 PM GAP* (July 26, 2015) ~ Mayan New Year of the White Wizard
I’m biking to my then boyfriend’s house in Maine and I was asleep on my bike when he and his parents found me ~ I had red boils on my back.
113. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.04.22 PM GAP* (July 25, 2015) ~ Day out of Time
I’m in California at a house party in a nice mansion, I’m standing chatting with two men, one storky and asleep, one clever and alert with curcly hair who I’m fond of ~ we loved each other.  His cat turns green when he comes close to me.  At this point in my waking life I was deliberating on going to California
111. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 7.00.17 PM GAP* (July 23, 2015)
I’m having adventures on a boat, the bridge of San Francisco is hidden in a gemstone.  A girl on the ship gifted me a giant chunk blue calcite and orange carnelian rang in my ear as I woke.
105. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.54.32 PM (July 17, 2015)
For a few mornings dreams of similar style and vibe, of adventure and high intensity, though can’t remember upon waking.
102. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.50.35 PM (July 14, 2015)
I’m hanging out with a psytrance producer I knew Virtual-Light, on his way between gigs.  He says he’s flying to Hong-Kong ~ we were hanging out in a rented cottage with my mom and her best friend.  I squeeked my throat into a mic and beautiful  ambient music came out ~ a bird flies by carrying a giant cardboard Earth that I confuse for the moon.
101. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.48.08 PM (July 13, 2015)
I’m the leader of a <Star-Being Training Facility> ~ I try to convince my then boyfriend to join me.  I tell him that there’s plenty of time as he says he’s waiting for the end of something.
97. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.41.56 PM.png (July 9, 2015)
I’m in a castle, seemingly in the victoria Era, in a royal chamber the observer is giving a beautiful woman a rag bath – the observer knew the water is laced with poison and was murdering the woman, know to be a crime of passion for the love of a man. Intensely when I woke up I knew this was about a karmic connection between my Mother and I in my currently life.
94. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.37.37 PM (July 6, 2015) //   XXI Birthday
I ate french friends and gave reiki to some rescued animals.  Later during the day I ended up eating some french fries and gave reiki to a badly injured cat.  This is significant because it marks the beginning of dream-reality correspondence.
90. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.35.54 PM (July 2, 2015)
No images recalled, though involving being trained to kill river monsters.
89. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.30.57 PM (July 1, 2015)
No images recalled, woke up with clear message ~ : There is a certain magic between the writer and the reader – a mindful writer is aware of the exact message to be conveyed, and the demographic of people the information is directed towards, to best present it in an appealing and digestible fashion.
88. Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.22.03 PM  GAP* (June 30, 2015) //   Screen Shot 2016-05-01 at 6.29.23 PM in Cancer / Capricorn
I’m kidnapped by an obese man with bad complexion, the dream begins with me awaking on a stretcher inside the mansion which I assumed belonged to him.  I’m strapped into the stretcher but I’m not afraid, but curious and kind.  He hugs me, I start to fade out of consciousness, everything goes black and a symbol appears – in fear I thought it was the satanic symbol but actually I think it was Venus.  I thought he was stealing my soul.  A voice says “activate the solar plexus and you’ll be safe and remain aware!  The secret is kept there.”  So I do and then light begins to appear, I wake up in the stretcher being wheeled through hallways in the giant mansion, I think to myself: ‘oh he must be wealthy!  if I can heal him and love him unconditionally then maybe a beautiful situation can arise.’ I ask him: “Can I ever leave here?”  He says “No.” I say: “Can I stay here then?”  He is overjoyed ~ I’m pleasantly surprised with my ease of loving this being – cut scenes, we’re naked in bed and he’s whipping my breasts but we are only playing, no lust or sexual feelings, we’re best friends.  Realized I’d mastered unconditional love a touch more upon waking.